Ok. So today was pretty relaxing and chill, yet busy and productive. The highlight being that I am just waiting on my assignment to begin my observation hours in the local high school, one step closer to becoming a teacher.
I realize that this year WOULD have been my graduation year form college had things gone according to plan. And usually that thought would upset me. But now I am seeing the world with new eyes. I have been able to do somethings that few people will ever say that they have done. I was in a touring rock band, I was an extra in a movie, I road tripped up and down the east coast, I get PAID to see concerts, I've met some amazing people, I've grown so much as a person... and yeah, I'm sure things would be much different if I was still there, some for better and for worse, but I can't say that I totally mind not graduating this spring. I've learned so much in the past 3 years or so that a college classroom wouldn't be able to. I really came to terms with who I am this past year and, though I'm still figuring it all out, I'm much more accepting of who I am and what I want and how I want to get it. The world is mine. Now it's time to go get it.
The only thing that I feel, with all my friends from my first college getting their real jobs in order is that I am now anxious to get my life there, too. I can't wait to start teaching and work on getting my masters and maybe even my doctorate.
Another thing I wanna touch on is that when I woke up this morning I saw someone's status on facebook about no longer wanting to date younger guys cause they are immature and don't want to settle down and they just want to play games and I'm thinking...well... YEAH! You're only young once. You should go out and experience as much of life as you WANT to before you can't. That's why I am actually ok with being single right now. I don't have the time or energy to devote to one person to the extent of being a girlfriend. Granted, I am still ok with flirting and even not serious dating... but I don't want to be tied down, right now. This is a big change from what I've wanted my whole life, and even a year ago... and even 6 months ago. I may have feelings for a person but I am not acting on them because right now, my priorities are myself, my goals, my dreams, my education and my family. And if you aren't supporting of that... then GET OUT of my life. I seriously feel like I am on the verge of taking over the world and believe me. It is coming!
Big day tomorrow., time to rest up. Remember, people. Get out on your dreams! Good night and good luck.
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